ARTIST STATEMENT
When we look at a painting, we are also being looked at by the painting.
What unfolds here is not a fixed relationship between “seeing” and “being seen.” Just as inhalation and exhalation alternate to form a single breath, seeing and being seen also dissolve into one another, sustaining our connection with the world.
What emerges in the midst of this breath is a state in which the world and the self have not yet been separated, before words and judgments arise. It is, in a sense, a moment of subject-object undifferentiation. I find the potential of painting in this kind of experience as it is.
The act of painting, space, light, time, and memory do not exist independently of one another. They contain contradictions and differences, while simultaneously embracing one another. When these elements merge, a “field” comes into being.
What I seek to paint is not a painting that represents things. It is a painting that evokes a “field” in which the boundary between seeing and being seen dissolves, and the self and the world emerge as a single experience.
Tomonari Nakayashiki

